Greetings Sisters,

This is a personal issue but I would appreciate your suggestions. I am not able (nor willing) to use the pill or iud and dh refuses to use a condom (there is no way I will be able to convince him either I have been trying for over a decade so it is time to just accept it and move on) I am not allowed to have children anymore my body is just not able to handle pregnancy. A few months ago I got pregnant and had a miscarriage this gave me a horrible mental scar and I don't ever want to go through that again. I have been considering sterilization after my gyno suggested that but there is this tiny soft voice in the back of my head asking: "what if in due time you will be healed and won't be able to concieve anymore?" as long as I cannot give that voice an answer I don't want to do something so permanent and drastic as sterilazation. I also don't know how I would handle a sterilazation mentally.
We have been using the maybe baby microscope and it worked real well but I didn't test one morning and I got pregnant I would love to use another natural method together with the maybe baby I just don't have a clue what to use. Do any of you have a suggestion?

Blessings,
Chayil