I have been locked in for the past 8 years coming right out of a texturizer into my 1st set of locks. I loved them...they grew mid back and then I had an unfortunate bout with some hair bleach, which destroyed them and I found myself cutting them off and starting over smaller.
Now that I have had these in for the past 4.5 years, they too have grown to my mid back. I have recently cut them short into a very cute style but am a little antsy.... they are growing back and though they have been in pattern for almost five years, there is no true lock formed in any of them. I can just begin to take them out.
That leaves me with my question/confession. Going through this long journey with my hair, I realized that I have never given my God given hair a real chance to just be. I want that chance now but after 23 years in the hair biz, I also realize that I need more education about natural hair, like:

what are good products to use to enhance my natural curl pattern
is there a recipe that I can make in my own kitchen
has anyone tried the new 'wen' product line, if so what's your testimonial
what website(s) are out there that sell products for the soft curl semi afro look
is there a shelf product at the beauty supply

If there is anyone that has some idea or can direct me to a product/website I would greatly appreciate it.

Fufulinda aka Marion Renee
(by the way, I took one out in the front and applied lotion to it and it formed a long ringlet curl so for all you out there thinking to take yours out as well it can be down)