So, I'm not exactly sure what happened in our relationship, but it's not how it used to be. Yeah, it's only been a year and yeah it is long distance, but I didn't expect anything to change. Especially, not this soon. I feel like the longing I used to have to just hear his voice has faded to almost non-existence. Telling him I miss him is extremely forced because I don't feel like there's anything to miss. I know we only get to see each other once a month, or every other month, but I don't even look forward to seeing him anymore. I kind of feel like I'm single and I'm used to not having him around. I haven't thought about cheating because that's something that I would NEVER do. But at the same time, I don't want to let this go just because we're, or rather I, am in a rut that I feel like I can't get out of. Yes, the plan is to move closer together once I'm done with school, but how much more are we going to grow apart in the meantime? I know these are questions that I only I can answer, but it's just something I had to get out...