troubling thoughts
interference with who I am to be.
Who I am called to be in this life.
looking b4 the mirror in front... of... me
confused at what it is i see.
almost a stranger cuz i fell to
the way side.
almost wasted my life
cuz i was living it full of pride..
too much to say i apologize.
the things i thought. the things i said
hurt was felt but it was all misread
so i stand here in from of this mirror of truth
figuring out...
contemplating all that i have been through
as i shut out the noise
and i began to concentrate
the pain that i was feeling
all seemed to be being erased
erased from my sight
vision clearer in my eyes
realizing that I am His.
and it is he who drew this smile on my face
I am not here to please him, him. her or them...
but do my Father's will
"Let Your Will be done in My life"
for he has not given me the spirit of fear.
so why am I fearful... to be who I am..
Real.
the real me.. the real me who He would have me to be
my mind is yet open
so i got this plan to set free
opening up...
and living this life.
not keeping it to myself
cuz my light is so bright.
no longer will fear paralyze me...
cuz He told me...
Be who it is I would have you to be.
within that... my light is shining freely...
and bright-ly
(singing "this little light of mine... ima gonna let it shine...this little light of mine...ima gonna let it shine....hmmmm)