There is a longing for something more that is stirring within me. There is a heightened urgency to serve and be served that I cannot seem to elude. I am not content, but I am at peace. Even in my serenity and calm, I long for more. There is an unsettling within.
I want to elevate beyond my current standings; I desire to be washed with a new, rather a renewed, inspiration and meaning. I long to walk completely in the divinity within and that is me. I long for so many things. I am being led on a fast track to a destination I know is meant for me to arrive to, even though I have no idea what or where this place is. The only thing that is certain to me is that this place, this space, does exist; and not only in my dreams.
So I'll continue to walk the path and allow Spirit to guide me, trusting that even in the midst, it will all become clearer to me ... someday.
It's good to know that I'm not in the boat by myself
"I am being led on a fast track to a destination I know is meant for me to arrive to, even though I have no idea what or where this place is. The only thing that is certain to me is that this place, this space, does exist; and not only in my dreams. So I'll continue to walk the path and allow Spirit to guide me, trusting that even in the midst, it will all become clearer to me ... someday."
That place feels and is so real to me and yet it seems so far from my grasp. Sometimes I feel like Rocky, like I can go the distance...and sometimes, I feel like throwing in the towel. But it's at those giving-up times, when I'm at my lowest, when the Spirit nudges me and tells me, "that's right Nahd, give up; give up all the worry, the stress, the frustration, the bitterness, the fear--give it all up to Me and let Me take care of everything". Aaaah, where would I be without the Spirit?!
One day I know, that I will look back on these times and chuckle (I already chuckle at the most recent times in my past when I thought I wasn't going to make it and here I am now, on the other side). Thank you for sharing Sis. Your transparency has helped me see myself and now I am even more encouraged then before because I know that there are at least two of us in the boat.
Keep in touch, Peace
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Blessings Goddess Woman DeAnna,
Know that Divine Right Action is taking place in your life right now! Know that you are blessed beyond measure in the fact that you are connected to a circle of wombn who are loving and kind, thoughtful and filled with the experience of life, that they may share and stand with you at this time...and remember, everything up to the age of 40 is just rehearsal :-)
(((((hugs)))))
In the Spirit of SiStarhood!
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beautiful...
such a familiar feeling for me. continue to be...and just trust.
sounds like you are finding space and peace around yourself. such a beautiful feeling.
have a peaceful day.
-ki
"I'm making room for my joy"
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blessings...
may peace and bliss surround you on your journey
may you find glorious companions when you need them
may you find solitude when you need it
may you have MUCH delicious food
and moments of whimsy every day
may your lessons be gentle
and may you delight in yourself more with every passing moment
peace, cowrie shells and pixie dust!
some women wait for themselves around the next corner and call the empty spot peace but the opposite of living is only not living ... Audre Lorde
Maferefun Osun!