i turned 39 years old in june and i realized at that time that i am still "growing up!" at times it has been an incredibly painful journey and i didn't think i would make it thru but here i am...my dad always told me that i didn't want to stop growing but at times i really miss being a child when i had someone to guide me and make the daily decisions for me...at times i miss being married and having a partner to bounce stuff off with and pick up the slack when i felt overwhelmed...but i wake up everyday, thankful for the opportunity that God has given me to continue and make it happen...despite how hard if feels sometimes....