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One Love

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Today, every day, we celebrate one love
Caramelized by raw attraction, fire that cannot
Be duplicated, recreated, labeled by strange spirits
Who know nothing of what we share
One love…is always…there

Not found in remote reflections of saintly martyrs
Made up, said, written down as dying for whatever
Small white cupid dolls and mass marketed
Greeting cards tell, marriage papers can’t bear
It’s always there

Where my baked brown skin
Lights up his day,
Captivates, seduces by night
Deep, dark intellect sheltered from sight
So what? You can’t control it?
Don’t mean it ain’t right
Look, see it, grab, reach it, we goin’ somewhere
One love…is always…there

Where kinks in my hair meet
Bulging bones in his back
Where I rest weary arms
His legs pick up the slack
Where blue blood in his veins
Whet the scent of my womb
Slippin’ in – he discovers ‘we’
Nurtures it to full bloom

Blood and Peace

nakedgal

It’s about 6°
Too cold to do as I imagine:
Barefoot on dry, dusty brown top soil
Circling down into a kneeling posture
Giving thanks for a waning moon

Not even the brightest day in late December
Could overwhelm her ‘showing out’ in full form
Creator of Stars, Fiery Light reminds us
That what is offered to shine, must

Pulling of returning tidal waves
Settling tree roots call forth
My blood, my water, my memories,
My pain, my wearied sugar drops

So I peel the skin off of tiny round Clementines
Mandarin-sweet scents, sour juices
Clearing down my throat when
Great Mother Emaline nudges the
Left side of my brain

A cleaning fury comes over me
Stern broom sticks
To sweep over
Warped wooden floors
Spilled bread crumbs,
Last night’s collard cuttings n’
Bad energy shedding
Off, away and out
Of my present
My home
My womb

Later, I know the dream

Racism, Sex Tourism and Our Jamaican Brothers...

See and hear what spiritual Jamaicans have to say about how this practice is linked to the slave trade, abuse of Christianity, capitalism and white western illusion. To see a documentary worth watching...click below and click on 'see film'.

http://www.documentary-film.net/search/video-listings.php?e=80

Bless,
InnaRae

Ten Assertive Rights

Doing some self-work this week and thought to share this with you all!
Enjoy...

1. You have a right to make mistakes. That doesn't mean it is OK to blame others for them -- it is important for you to take responsibility for your mistakes yourself. Blaming them on others is a form of aggression.

2. You have a right to change your mind. Otherwise, you'd be stuck with your mistakes forever.

3. You have a right to be illogical in making decisions. Whether they are aware of it or not, this is a right many people exercise regularly!

4. You have the right to judge your own behavior, your thoughts, and your emotions. No one else, regardless of who they are or how close they may be to you, can know what it is like to live in your life-space. Therefore, no one else is in a position to judge your behavior, thoughts, or emotions with your perspective. Keep in mind, though, that this means you have an obligation to take responsibility for your actions.

Wild Thing

Legend tells of a renagade,
of a horse no one could tame.
Her sire was the devil himself,
Wild Thing was her name.

No one knew where she came from,
Quarterhorse blood, they say,
When the leaves dance across the meadow,
on a cold October's day.

People would gather from miles around,
to watch her dance upon the wind.
They would only get a glimpse of her,
then she would be gone again.

Some had tried to capture her,
take her for a ride.
The town folks called her widow maker,
for all the cowboys who had tried.

There was this Indian woman,
had a way with horses, I know,
She headed into the hills one day
to give ol'Wild Thing a go.

When she came upon a clearing,
above a ridge called "Heaven's Gate,"
She thought to herself, "How appropriate,"
and she began to wait.

She sat there for what seemed a lifetime,
wondering what this horse might do,
When all at once she heard thunder,
but the sky was the bluest of blue.

She held her breath and waited.

The "Real" Thanksgiving Story

Truth, in honor of my ancestors. For you and the kids...

Most of us associate the holiday with happy Pilgrims and Indians sitting down to a big feast. And that did happen - once.

The story began in 1614 when a band of English explorers sailed home to England with a ship full of Patuxet Indians bound for slavery. They left behind smallpox which virtually wiped out those who had escaped. By the time the Pilgrims arrived in Massachusetts Bay they found only one living Patuxet Indian, a man named Squanto who had survived slavery in England and knew their language. He taught them to grow corn and to fish, and negotiated a peace treaty between the Pilgrims and the Wampanoag Nation. At the end of their first year, the Pilgrims held a great feast honoring Squanto and the Wampanoags.

Art Altar

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I am so happy to have refurbished the furniture piece you see in the pic! It is now used as an altar for art in my home and awaits a “Sankofa Queen” painting to be framed and hung over it. Why an altar, you ask? Well, when the spirit hits, I am purposed to use my voice, written expression and sounds to bring attention to the intimate aspects in the African American woman. More specifically, those emotional qualities that have been stripped of, lost, or forgotten. So, today, I acknowledge and pray for the little girl who sculpted the figure you see on top of the altar.

Fasting and Feasting

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I am grieving the loss of my beautiful friend, Nancy. Today, I thought I'd share something she kept on her refrigerator door.

Fast from pessimism; feast on optimism
Fast from criticism; feast on praise
Fast from self-pity; feast on joy
Fast from bitterness; feast on forgiveness
Fast from idle gossip; feast on purposeful silence
Fast from jealousy; feast on love
Fast from discouragement; feast on hope
Fast from complaining; feast on appreciation
Fast from selfishness; feast on service
Fast from fear; feast on faith
Fast from anger; feast on patience
Fast from self-concern; feast on compassion for others
Fast from discontentment; feast on gratitude

If any of you feel so led, make a copy and paste somewhere in your home as part of her legacy to all who promote beauty and positivity of heart. Bless you all!

MoonTime/ Wombshamans

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For all Queens who could use a little extra love, sisterhood, and encouragement during your blood time, the following network is worth checking out:

www.wombshamans.ning.com

Enjoy!

Into my Native American Heritage III

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Once I was in Victoria, and I saw a very large house. They told me it was a bank and that the white men place their money there to be taken care of, and that by and by they got it back with interest. "We are Indians and we have no such bank; but when we have plenty of money or blankets, we give them away to other chiefs and people, and by and by they return them with interest, and our hearts feel good. Our way of giving is our bank."

- Chief Maquinna, Nootka

Erotic Praise to the Christian God

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This pure, arousing speech you gave to me
beauty, the dance, the scent, saliva…lust
When HATE depletes healing waters from thee
I fight his language to do what I must...

To Read This Entire Work, click here . Enjoy!

Newly Written Poem

Worthy of Your Hands

We have known our great mothers
To cook and sew
Till barren lands
Shake and throw

We have seen our grand mothers
Wax and pray
Mind beef stew
Save the day

We have felt our mothers
Hold on tight
Caress our backs
Soothe hard nights

And though it was
In quick exchange
For hard work and such to survive,
We were worthy of those hands

You gave as much to ‘girlfriend’
Perhaps braided her hair
You pressed out worn clothes
With the utmost of care

You dial out a number
With disagreements to mend
Work like hell on your job
In a world without end

And though it is
In quick exchange
For sorrows and such to survive
You are worthy of your hands

Daughter of soul slaughter
All polished and couth
In dreams of calm waters
You craft portraits of truth

Make folks who don’t know ask
How on earth… do you…ooh?
While others try to steal them
To do the work they should do

All this might be
In quick exchange
For tight smiles and such to survive
Still…
You are worthy of your hands

So whatever you do
With these miraculous tools
Think, what touches paler sides of that grip
Could be you

For Your Budding Queens

Nzingha

Scholastic Inc. publishes a series of books dubbed The Royal Diaries. They are fictional accounts (based in TRUE historical fact) of women who are praised and honored by their people for the contributions they have made toward salvaging their wisdom, beliefs and culture in the face of human colonization and genocide.

These are the stories you will not regret reading for yourselves and sharing with your children. I just finished reading four on the Queen Warriors of Native America, South America, Angola, and Haiti/Dominica. They are entitled:

Nzingha
Lady of Palenque
Weetamoo
Anacaona

...and worth the time spent reading them. Click below for more information and Enjoy!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Royal_Diaries

Into my Native American Heritage II...

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"Respect means listening until everyone has been heard and understood, only then is there a possibility of "Balance and Harmony" the goal of Indian Spirituality." - Dave Chief, Grandfather of Red Dog

Poor Rich Africa

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Despite extensive oil and gas resources, diamonds, hydroelectric potential, and rich agricultural land, Angola remains poor, and a third of the population relies on subsistence agriculture. I can only cry out WHY? Such Big Business ventures (click the link below) appear to rape the land and extract the Spirit out of everything it touches. Is the governmental corruption in US/Africa so bad, that we can't hear the voices speaking out for the people? What do you know? Share...

http://www.crippssears.com/Chevron-begins-production-at-Angolan-oil-fiel...

Into my Native American Heritage...

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...I enjoy confirming the mysteries of womanhood and wisdom that run through me. Thought to share today's bit. The picture is "Madonna". The wisdom quote, below:

The true Indian sets no price upon either his property or his labor. His generosity is limited only by his strength and ability. He regards it as an honor to be selected for a difficult or dangerous service, and would think it shameful to ask for any reward, saying rather: "Let the person I serve express thanks according to his own bringing up and his sense of honor." - Charles Alexander Eastman, Santee Lakota (Sioux)

Michael Jackson...

...and his music has been an inspirational fixture in my life - all of my life. I consider myself blessed to have witnessed such talent in this life...may he rest and be at peace in all of the love and warmth that is showered upon his memory! Here's to one of my favorites of his songwriting!


A Spiritual Lament

To fulfill my purpose in life there seemed to be no way around a ‘season of wailing’ for the generational wounds I carried. And therein resided anger, lament, grief, and sorrow for the degradation, mental/physical abuses and raping of my foremothers…for the pain they had to bear on fiery fields of cotton, tobacco, – sugar cane…for the contemptuous whippings and the “shut ups”…for the complete lack of basic human respect as her body-milk nurtured white children while her soul suppressed the cries of her own – sold for profit...

Check out the link below to consider the rest of this blog.

http://innaraethewriter.wordpress.com/a-spiritual-lament-healing-generat...

Bless All!

Pure and Simple... Love

"I love you. It's not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It's not a box that holds you in. I love you. It's not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It's not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It's not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It's not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It's not my life's whole purpose (or yours). I love you. It's not to make you change. I love you. It's not even to make you love me. I love you. It's as pure and simple as that.” -Author Unknown

Wrapped!

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Sharing my peace with you all regarding this process of transforming my inner spirit into sound...now to video...long day, but praying this journey will encourage others to honor the true voices of their ancestors, they have much to say about how we move forward in this life, this is our spiritual heritage... www.innarae.com

Beautiful Sister A Cappella Quartet...Be Inspired

Click below to hear my favorite "Fragile"...enjoy...

http://www.myspace.com/blackvoicesuk

Light from the Sun...

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...is great medicine. Thought I'd snap a pic of this morning's dose from my corner of the world.

Pretty 4 a Dark Girl

Take a listen by clicking Ragethepoet's myspace (1st song), dance, cry, pass on to all the sisters you know will appreciate. Much love!

http://www.myspace.com/ragealmighty

Early to Rise

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During my early prayer walk, I looked up this morning and decided to take a pic of what I saw. My spirit was as light as the snowflakes piled onto each branch. I almost don't want them to melt away. Enjoy!

Sounding Fun wit da Kids

As we all know, the hearing child is highly receptive to sound. From the “Whooo-hoo” during an exciting moment to the soft lullaby in a mother’s arms, your child’s mind records the waves as communications that provide touching memories throughout life...

Great Love

What comes from my head,
by my intellect is found

What is passed by my throat,
makes beauty a sound

What's revealed fom my heart,
'Tis Spirit which sets me free

What is birthed from my womb
looks just like
Me

And I love every bit
Unconditionally

-InnaRae

...So comes a love...

Nathaniel Hawthorne once wrote -

"Just at there comes a warm sunbeam into every cottage window, so comes a love born of God's care for every separate need."

And from this day forward, for whatever the sun's beams bring to light, I will be grateful. This morning, I am grateful for a load of laundry leftover from the weekend. I am grateful for my sons, who look so precious in the sun's light. I am grateful for my beautiful mate - his hands extend toward me in love every chance they get. I am grateful for a somewhat clean home. I am grateful for my eyes. For after turning away from the sun's bright light, landed and gazed upon a mirror and I saw me being grateful. My smile wilted like a branch of a willow tree. Amazing it is, to believe in and enjoy the means of grace. Blessed to bless....

Carrying My Load


…and according to physio-biological studies on load carrying African women can carry up to 70% of their body weight because they are able to increase the amount of energy that is cancelled, reducing the muscular energy required to maintain the walking gait and compensating for any increase in muscular energy required to support the additional load. Since this is done at a surprisingly higher rate than their European counter parts can do with backpacks, the studies contend that seemingly they are able to ‘defy the laws of thermodynamics’ and ‘get something for nothing’.

I’ve neither studied the African woman farmer nor her gait. But I, like the WOMAN in this photo can understand what it is to set out with loaded arks to fill and to empty. And on my most recent journey, I was taught by an ancestor how to carry back portions of pain and anguish to the water.

Ancestor Rena’s Crowning Moment of Truth

Too many of our ancestral mothers have suffered in silence…through the humiliation of being forced into the dark side of a capitalistic structure - trading their beautiful bodies for even the hope of staying alive on this side of creation. My foremothers’ tears ran inside as their blood swallowed the anguish - giving life to a wail that traveled through our generations. Tempted to escape and/or anesthetize the pain, the choices made by many of the women in my matrilineal line prove that these cries need to be expressed because they need to be heard.

 
 
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