Peace & Blessings Sisters,
I'm just putting out an inquiry to see if there are any fellow military spouses on ymib.

My husband, a National Guard Soldier, is currently away at training, and has been for about four weeks ... two more weeks to go.

I've been holding down a full-time job and all the responsibilities of two young ones, today my oldest turned five and my youngest is 19 months.

... I'd love to network with you and converse. We share a common bond.

Be Delivered!

Peace & Blessings Sisters,
I'm on Day 7 of my 40-day Spiritual Journey. The past seven days have been ... interesting. Each day has brought about its own revelations.

I started this journey with the hopes of fasting. My weak spiritual body didn't make it one day with that High Hope. I also set out to pray a certain number of times each day. Again, being so far from where I hope to be, my ideals are far from my grasp.

Day One, I got so discouraged that I couldn't make the fast that I enjoyed far too much wine. The other days, I ate fried chicken wings like it was my last meal. If someone from Bojangles or the other spots left out my requested hot sauce .... uhmn, it could've gotten ugly.

I didn't and never want to make a mockery of fasting. I need God to work a miracle in my life so that I can breathe again, smile again, laugh again. How ugly is it when you're blessed with all of life's riches and you're still not happy. I am in need of nothing and I know that there are others who would easily trade shoes with me. But, I'm not happy. Am I mocking God? I do not intend to. It's just that somethings missing. I want to BE DELIVERED.